In the summer of 1985, I was invited, along with other Further Education College chaplains, to go to Berlin and investigate their comprehensive and very effective chaplaincy set up. I was billeted, with a violinist from the Berlin Philarmonie, in a grand old second floor apartment of a large ‘Victorian’ (or whatever the German equivalent is!) town house, replete with creaky wire mesh encased lift and flamboyant plaster mouldings on the ceilings. It was in the days before the Berlin Wall came down, and our initial forays were to see the Ka De We (a department store, so dripping with opulence and all the goods the western world could offer that it faintly stirred one’s conscience, and called in full the ‘kaufhaus des Westens’) and thereafter some of the better known ’sites’ of the Second World War, including a pig slaughterhouse in which thousands of dissident Poles were massacred in one night; the Jewish synagogue which was at the centre of ‘Krystalnacht’, the destructive attack which heralded the beginning of the persecution of the Jews and the Spandau Castle in which the sad figure of Rudolf Hess was imprisoned until his death.
After three days of experiencing the extravagant riches of the West, we travelled by U-Bahn (underground railway) into East Berlin to meet with some young Lutheran Christians. We were conscious straight away of the difference that the Berlin Wall symbolised: here, in the East, the buildings were un-reconstructed from the war period and shell holes still pocked the walls. There were few goods, if any, in the shops and miserly cuts of meat hung desolately in the butchers’ windows. We stopped for a cappuccino coffee, Communist style, in the main square to find that it tasted suspiciously of acorns. We were met by the young Christians, all dressed in very modern western gear, who quietly ordered us to split into three separate groups and rendezvous in the basement of a youth club. We were, you see, being followed and the young people were regarded as dissidents and malcontents: revolutionaries wishing to bring down Communism. To meet with us was dangerous, and we had to lose the ‘tails’ the authorities had put on to us. Eventually, we re-assembled feeling like John le Carre agents, and learnt of the group’s desire to bring about a just, equal and free State, and their vehicle to achieve this was the Christian Church, for so long proscribed and hidden, but now beginning, once more, to flex its muscles which had grown weak, but had not stopped exercising its psychological grip over the German people living under Communism (so steeped in the traditions of the Church were they that the Communist regime had to invent a ceremony of initiation into the Communist party at age 11 to mimic Confirmation). After hearing their story, we were rushed through the darkened and deserted streets of the city, with the eerie sound of distant sirens and the clanking of a Stasi style cavalcade of black limousines taking an unknown Politburo official to who knows where, and took the final pre-Second World War tram and subsequent U-Bahn to the unbelievably bright lights of the West. We heard stories of whole families who had been separated by the building of the Wall and of how the Communist regime had bled the East of the city dry, taking such riches as it had to Russia. Yet still, the only real light in those dismal, oppressive streets, was the light of Faith in the youngsters eyes.
Some years later, a German friend ‘phoned me excitedly at the end of the night of 9th November 1990 to tell me that the Wall was being demolished and that Germany was, at last, re-united. I entered into his excitement, although it meant little practically to me, as I contemplated that the World was probably just a little better as brick was parted from brick and stone from stone.
Life is full of walls: some we build around ourselves to protect ourselves from emotional hurt and harm, or to encircle some fondly held belief or position (religious people are very good at building walls, but we call them ‘principles’). We also build real walls: walls which protect the rich from the poor and actually create a fearful living hell for both. But perhaps the most obscene wall of all is the one built along the West Bank in Israel, separating Israeli from Palestinian: a modern-day attempt to solve our problems by cutting ourselves off from those with whom we disagree. This wall too will fall one day and, until it does, the World will remain a blighted place. There is hope! That warrior in art: Banksy, has shown us what may be. Along the length of the wall he has depicted idyllic English rural scenes, or pictures of cosy domesticity: as if we look through the unyielding starkness of the wall to the way the world could be.




Well those nasty Roman Catholics have been at it again I see. Sneakily offering to take on board, re-train and re-ordain, some of our nice Anglican clergy. They’re going to jump ship in their thousands, the Church of England will be brought to its knees, all our churches will return to Catholic safe hands and Christendom as we know it will cease to exist. We’ll all be genuflecting in the streets and it will all become like those awful foreign countries with their tacky plastic madonnas and disgusting relics-nice to visit, but you wouldn’t want to live there.



In the parlance of my native Sheffield: ‘I can’t get my breath!’ For the past twenty or so years, the Church, amongst other major institutions, has been working overtime to introduce measures into our corporate life that will safeguard young children and vulnerable adults. We have been largely successful in this, and, I think, can be justifiably gratified that most church communities now have a Policy for child protection and the national Church itself has highly developed methods for filtering out potential priests and employees who might misuse their position. Mindful of the immense amount of distress and suffering the Irish Roman Catholic Church has uncovered in relation to this issue, our present day arrangements to safeguard victims are not before time and are to be deeply welcomed.
At a recent meeting of the Bishops, the Archbishop of Canterbury broke off from his comments on worldwide Anglican affairs to say that, although it was completely off the subject, we should all try and get to see ‘The Mysteries’ at the Garrick Theatre. Not amongst those who would pass up any suggestion from Rowan, and finding ourselves in London at the Royal Foundation of St Katherine for our annual residential Lincoln Senior Staff meeting, off we went to witness this remarkable production.
I will soon be off on holiday and this year we have decided to embark upon a long cherished idea for an adventure: we’re off to France, the Somme to be precise, to have a nosy around the First World War sites. We had a brief glimpse as a family some years ago when we spent a night there on route to Spain. I remember with both delight and chagrin my two sons running around the still extant trenches at the Newfoundlanders’ memorial, pretending to shoot each other and die quite dramatically. I was delighted, because my sons were using their imagination to play around a theme that they knew little about-only the memories of X Box ’shoot ‘em ups’. I felt chagrin, because I ruminated that neither of those two young boys would have been able to run around in such a way had not my own grandfather survived every major campaign of that ghastly war (he was in the Royal Engineers): sometime after his death and a good while before the birth of my sons, I took part in our school play when we enacted ‘Oh What A Lovely War’. The cutting and satirical insights of that play have stayed with me always, and I remain distrustful of believing that every war that we are enagaged in is a righteous one. I am proud of my father’s involvement, as one of the first Commandos, in bringing down the great evil of Nazi fascism. I have less reason to believe that other conflicts that we have been involved in had such a moral authority.
So ‘farewell then Henry Allingham’, one of five survivors of the First World War and, for one glorious month, the oldest man in the world. Putting his longevity down to ‘cigarettes, whisky and wild, wild women’ he also attributed his great age to ‘trying to be as good as you can’. He seems to have been a wonderful man who lived a wonderful life. Henry died in a strange week for the news: one in which the highly Calvinist Scottish Island of Lewis has been riven down the middle by news that the Caledonian McBrayne Ferry company are going to disturb the sabbath rest by laying on a Sunday ferry. The Kirk is up in arms and there is much quoting of biblical texts taking place. Interestingly, a similar fracas is taking place in France where President Sarkozy has indicated that he wishes to relax the country’s strict Sunday opening laws. Now, forgive me if I am wrong, but do I recall that the arguments around relaxing England’s Sunday trading laws were that unfettered seven day a week consumerism was already being enjoyed on the Continent and that it would be selfish of us not to join in? Yet another lie then to get us to give in to unbridled profiteering. Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not against Sunday trading for religious reasons but because it has had dreadful consequences for the family, has removed one day of the week when we could all think of ‘higher’ things and not have to work and has also enforced seven day working on the most vulnerable in society. Hey ho! It’s off to the Garden Centre we go.

In 1994, one of my parishioners asked me whether I would consider accompanying himself and his friends to France on June 6th. His ‘friends’; turned out to be his old Second World War comrades: the ‘Hallams-Fontenay Club’. These old pals, formerly grocers, steelworkers, newsagents and such like, had found themselves drafted into the York and Lancaster Regiment close to the beginning of the end of the war, and became foot soldiers who entered the Normandy invasion in the first week. They saw and experienced many horrors: the massed bodies of some Canadian soldiers in a street corner who had been massacred by the Nazis being most notable. They soon found themselves in a small village north east of Caen called Fontenay le Pesnel; here they dug into their slit trenches and remained under enemy fire for weeks and months. My parishioner, Arthur, had the dread duty of driving a supply wagon to the soldiers at the Front. One of his pals had been killed on the road he used and each day he had to drive over his body; for war does not protect the living let alone the dead. After some months these ordinary lads beat back their unknown enemy (it was only later that they discovered they were a crack Panzer division) and the long slow march to Berlin began.
To this day, when I find myself in Caen, I visit the Commonwealth cemetery there and go and say ‘hello’ to ‘Knocker’ Lees, a doughty old sergeant and boxer in civilian life, who befriended a small, frightened young soldier. ‘Knocker’ was killed in the first few hours on French soil and he died at his young friend’s side. That young friend was amongst our party in 1994 and made me promise that, should anything happen to him, I would visit his mentor and protector whenever I could.
